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my sadness consumes me
im drowning in my own sorrow
choking and struggling to breath wat i call happiness
it's taken over me now
my last ounce of strength
wasted on a futile plan to tread water and save my soul
it won't work
i am in way too deep now
further, and further i sink into the pits of despair
my last blissful memory slipping from my mind
desperately, i try to hold on to my sanity
but im going crazy
the swelling in my head pushing out the last traces of glee from my thoughts
sadness
sorrow
the realism pounding in my heart marks my solitary death as i wait in the dark
counting the seconds until i waste away to nothing
er....the end? emonessss~~~