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So, i'm still depressed and contemplating life and the direction i really want it to go, but i would just like to thank a few people because i've found myself to be pretty ungrateful lately. so here's to all the people who brighten my life on a regular basis.

*bensonlover99 for making hilarious SVU videos and leaving wonderful replies to my comments
*MovingOnMjrn because she's helped me out a lot with various things on youtube, and she's opened up a lot of doors
*3173master for sending me a wonderful discription on using many effects on Sony Vegas after i just sent him a message out of the blue.
*FF9MovieMaker for offering to render some of my EXTREAMLY huge files that my compy couldn't handle.
*All of my subscribers just because you all watch my videos and are there to support me.

*Lonely Geist for ALWAYS listening to me b***h or rant, and for giving wonderful advice. Whether its listening to me complain about something, obsess over a hot guy, or if I need advice on my life, I know I can turn to him.

Family and Friends

*My mom i don't really know exactly why, its not like she's done anything significant in my life but she is my mom and I do love her.
*Erik because he's the most helpful sibling i have (of course, thats kinda unfair for my younger brothers since they're both younger than 2)
*Allison for being the only friend i have in Moscow who actually has keep in really good touch.
*Evan/Gavin for letting me be so mean to him. i don't know if he counts a a friend though.... well, whatever
*Kristen because we think the same. and because it doesn't matter to either of us that we hated each other for awhile with no reason as to why.
*Sara for introducing me to Alesana and Escape the Fate. Also because its hilarious when she talks about the ring.
*Katie mostly because she's one of the nicest out of all of us while still having a strong opinion.
*Kara just because she always seems to do something hilarious or surprising.
*Erin cause she's one of the coolest 6th graders ever
*Gina the other coolest 6th grader. "...On a bus..." need i say more?
*Taylor I could go on for awhile, but mostly because it doesn't matter who i am or what i do. I'm a total b***h and she doesn't care one bit. and because she actually listens to every word or my various, frequent rants. I don't know how she does it.

EDIT:
Stephanie i fell like i should thank because she WAS a great, hilarious friend. but now that we're in highschool, she acts like she doesn't know any of the rest of us. We always told her that she was to pretty to hang out with the rest of us, because she really is- she looks like one of those really popular girls who actually look good- and i guess she listened. I know its selfish, but i wish she hadn't gone to be with other people.