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Mh. Great. I'm stuck here now... You know... in the most unpleasent place to stay by yourself. That's right. I'm at my boyfriend's place all alone, because he had to go to the medical squad that he's a member of... And he JUST LEFT ME here!! I'd much rather spend hours inside his car, waiting outside in the parking lot, than stay here by myself. Can't say I hate them, but it's close. Worse: I can't keep my emotions in check about them. Well, I don't roll my eyes constantly, but I'm just sitting there, poking my food with a fork. Waiting for the meal to be over, so I can get back to being in his room away from the others.
But whatever. Supper ain't even ready yet. I don't wanna eat with them. I don't wanna talk to them. I just want to be completely left alone, for all that matters, really. I'm starving - not that anyone cares. Still I don't want to eat with them. They're weird people, and I don't like them.
Gah! I must think happy thoughts! Can't be all down now! I think I even promised to put a smile on my face even though I really REALLY don't feel like it. It's not like I actually COULD, anyways. Not even if I wanted. They'd better not call me downstairs to eat with 'em. I hope they won't. But being lucky as I am, they most probably will. I'll go look at some pictures now of myself showing my teeth to the camera. There's gotta be something in this journal about it!