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i here songs that i used 2 luv but now i cant listen 2 anything anymore without getting hurt because im torn between 2 people and im sad and hurt and lonely and i dont kno what 2 do and i always feel like crying im about 2 cry right now. i have so many feeling bottled up im about 2 explode what should i do? almost every song i here i get sad even happy songs that arent even related 2 how i feel make me sad my friend says i should tell him how i feel but i cant i dont want him 2 kno because i'll get hurt even worse sad sad sad sad i feel torn in different directions i think im going 2 split in half