Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation
In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens
Ever the strange one.
well.. yesterday was rather amuseing... ok so i went to school.. no surpise there right? well i went i chilled my swimming class had NOTHING to do with swimming... i sware it was the most absurde thing but it really will help me.. we watched a vidio on swimming free style or front crawl. so now we will spend a month on it and see how well we can perfect it. it should be verry verry fun. Un till we hit back stroke and butterfly... anyway... so yeah i spent left after class and saw my freind Alice she and i went to see the movei 40 year old vergin... wich though nice is really verry vulger... anyway. well early that morning i spent about two houres talking with Nick about things... everything rangeing from snow boarding graduateing high school to how people preseve others and how it feels to be unexcepted among people. all in all a rather fufilling converation i like him he sweet and funny. i must remember to tell him hi for janel though ... *nods*. well anyway. i came home from that and went to tech where i got to use a numatic staple gun and learn why things are done what what and how they are to be done... it was emensly fun and really more difficult than one would think... one dude nearly stapled himself to the wood... that would HURT. like lots... those things are like bullets they can go across a football feild when you shoot it.. and that is why people die of that occationaly. well i also learned how to use an arm saw.. its really rather fun ... though you do not want to have to make more than one cut cause tha damn thing takes for ever to stop. * pauses to talke with nick* Ok so where was i? ... oh yes.. anyway.. that was my time in the shop... we made plat forms i spoke to the shop director forman guy named John who says i can work there if i want and i have time... so yeah... i can get payed miniumm wage to learn stuff. For ONCE someones paying me to learn.. i love that... anyway.. yeah..
on to other topicks... In gneral im worried about some people afraide of loseing others and missing others... worreie about Sara , Adele, Kimmy, and Kat. Saras been gone sence the 13th... Adele... eh she knows... Kimmy shes in oregon and haveing a tuff time i know she wants to come home but all i can thik with that is the song by green day that goes " deer mother can you hear my whinneing it has been three whole weeks sence that i have left your home and now im feeling so alone. this sudden fear has left me trebling cause for the first time i am out here on my own and im feeling so alone" but latter on there fine so she probaly will be. and Kat... well... shes been gone a while.. or rather i havent seen her... i suppose im over the sepperation anxiety now but im still worried about her... just feeling slightly less abandond... would like to thank Adele for keeping my mind off of her... anyway...peeps im afade of loseing...Kat...yeah... thats about it... not talking bout it though... and people im missing... Big brother and Aaron. havent seen ither sence the day before they left for basic training and they dont get back till december.. i miss them both and i need to get brandens Mailling address... anyway... thats about all of that... umm... yeah... * goes to finde a roal play to join*