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PoEmS (Don't read them if you don't want to cry)
My lifeless life
My mind says this is right
So does my mom
I thought this was love
I guess I was wrong

Love doesn't come at fourteen
I've been stabbed with a dart
Not living near is the problem
But, Why is my heart tearing me apart?

Tearing up my room
Talking to you
The thoughts and life we shared
I didn't and don't know what to do

A lie is a lie
I thought he was right
It seemed logical to me
I'm sorry, trusting him wasn't very bright

Not near eachother
Crying alone
I want to be with you
Near my home

"See other people" you say
sure, lets do that
You liked Liz and I liked Clay
My heart is in pieces on the floor

Now not even after a day
I wish I was with you
As always you say
I just wish I knew what to do

Ask me whats wrong
Mom sees me crying
Sitting on the couch
I feel like I'm dying

I love, wait no, loved you
Just wanted to give you a hug
Now its too late
I want to crawl under a rug

Good bye for now
for good
see you later
Well, never could


I never thought it would come to this

The light is closing in on me
This is not the first time death has come close, you see
The scars show that this is not the first time
quickly, we turned on a dime
I wanted to know the truth
I thought this over, staring at the stars from the roof
My mind thought this was right
Believing Akash wasn't very bright
And now my heart
is tearing me apart
from the inside out
your someone I cared about
My favorite place to cry
Is staring out the window, hoping to die
this has happened before
the second sore
Only in love twice
you and one other vice
Yeah, i flirt with Clay
But he would never be able to replace you anyday!
But now its time to say goodbye
'Cause eventually everyone has to die
Breaking the "we"
Was the worst thing that has happened to me
At first it was okay
I know it hasn't even been a day
But I miss
our RaNdOm kiss
Even after today
I will always remember what you used to say
I love forever
Brandon, I love you as long as forever is ever



heart heart heart sorry for the depressing poems, but I had to share heart heart heart






User Comments: [2]
TattooLover21
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Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 06:28pm


amanda i love u, please dont be sad, im here if u need me


gave up on the last one...i just couldnt keep the money.....keept spending it all...lol so heres the new one


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EmpressMiranda
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Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 09:52pm


Aww.. It's okay *Hug*


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