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I mean, it's one of those things, you know it's coming, but you still don't see it until it literally bumps into you.

I've had alot of horrible things happen to me as far as Love goes.
Plenty.
So, why do i deserve history to repeat itself?

If you don't know me, and you're not one of my stalkers, i guess i should probably explain the story.
But, since i'm too nice to destroy people's reputation, i won't use their names.

A few weeks ago, i started hanging around in this puzzle chatroom.
There, I made a new friend, let's call him, Zero.
I admit, i thought Zero was cute, and he had a way to say the right things.
But it surprised me when he sent me that message saying he falled in love with me.
I've read lots of girl books where that kind of stuff happened, i won't deny it.
To have it happened to me though, that's a different story.
He asked me to be his girlfriend.
Now, i know i have a real life boyfriend, Jeremy, and i told Zero this.
And yet, our gaians went out.
For a while i enjoyed our messages going back and forth.
I looked forward to reading them everyday when i got on.
Have you ever had that feeling when everything goes right, you can't possibly go wrong, and then, it usually does?
That's what happened.
Today, i was bored and had nothing left to do, so i figured i would check out some of my friends' profiles.
When i got to Zero's profile, something wasn't right.
I think, it might have had something to do with the comment i saw on Zero's profile.
It was from this girl, let's call her Karen.
The comment made it sound like she knew him... Alot.... so, i checked out her profile.
One of the comments on HER profile asked about Zero and being her boyfriend.
I ended up sending her a message asking her about it.

If things end up for the worse in my case, i'm not sure what's going to happen.
It's just one of those things that you wish never happened, and yet you want to happen all over.

I just can't believe it happened to me.