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This would have to be the worse Spring Break i've had in forever.

And, No, i'm not exaggerating.

I think it has mostly to do with the friends i'm making online. They're great, really. But, somethings have been happening to make me think differently.
I'm already questioning my friends in real life, i don't really need more things to worry about.

I used to call my friends online my REAL friends cause i could tell them anything without having to worry about what they would think. Like i said, though, i'm not sure if that's true anymore.

And it's killing me exclaim

No, i'm not going to go suicidal. And, no, i'm not going to give up on them.

But i wish it wouldn't be like this. It's not just one person that's making me go crazy over this. If it was, i could handle it.

It's everyone.

Everyone i've met online, they're all of a sudden acting differently.

Even my new friends i'm just making. Right off the back, it's like they're not who they say they are.

I know, i know. It means i need to choose better friends online. Or just not make any new ones, what-so-ever.

That's hard.

I don't know what i'm going to do.

Atleast i know i need to do something. I'm on step two already.