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ok i doubt anyone will actually read this but thats ok i just need to let it out. do you ever get the feeling that you're loosing some of your best friends? see i am very used to this feeling cause it happens to me all the time. i have this friend. i've been there for her through everything for the past couple of years. every time she had a problem she came to me. now we barley talk anymore and when we do it's just her crying about this other friend she has, because she thinks this friend she's had for half a year doesn't want to be friends with her anymore. well what about me? i don't mean to sound selfish but she says i'm her best friend. why can't that be enough. why can't she see this other person isn't worth all the heartache she's causing? and every time i want to do something with her she's busy with one of her other friends. i have classes with her the last to hours of the day. 6th hour she barley utters a word to me even when i try to start a conversation, but y 7th hour she see's all her other friends and bam she's in a good mood again. i wanna know what i did to deserve this. i feel like i'm loosing my best friend AGAIN. i love her like a sister, in fact sometimes i love her more than my sisters, but it seems like all of a sudden, she doesn't love me anymore. i don't know what to do. i guess if she doesn't want me anymore i should just suck it up and deal with it.