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******** IT i hate my life ...i dont know how many times i want to say ******** it and just end it ******** really sounds fun...and people wonder why i feel the way i do...right now i feel like just ending it all and smiling as i fade into the dark deapths of ******** my family...no i can't say that..i love my family..but ******** knows maybe tonight will be the night and i can call it quits..*smirk* wow and people accuse me of smoking a joint and trying to relax of being wrong if i'm not constantly trying to play peace keeper...well ******** them...i'm tired..a normal 19 year old doesn't have all "this" stress to deal with..i mean i know we all have stress and i know there are people that are worse off then i am but..*sigh* ya i have nothing to complan ******** ******** CANT I JUST ESCAPE FOR EVEN A SECOND AND RELAX...damn it..*falls to knees* damn it all to hell..*bangs hand against the floor* DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT...* head touchs the floor*