Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation
In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens
Is there hope?
well... recently I've been down and I think rather close to for certan that it is because of the absance of one certan person.... and well i wrote this in a randome midnight poetry craze its not verry good nor does it rhyme but once... but its about as deep from my heart as i can get....so... here we go ya?
The sumer is not warm. For the cold in my heart consumes me. this is the chill of the winter lacking the suns light and heat.
so alike in both appearance and sensation is the lack of your words to my ears. Your absince in me is gapeing. This is an absence of you so deep in me.
Absence spreading in my soul. it grows as venume in my veings Pralizes my heart to all things.
You are nessicary for me to exist. Love from you. FOR you is the air to my soul I know not your touch nor your smile I've been told that your not real.
Distance is the catalist of my heart. An espance of saphie sharp as a dager. and deep its cuts run.
rents in my sthrength caused by its span. Even as healed they are by your gentle hand. Deep be the wounds and great the paine. all this suffed long in your name.
~For you my love i do endure it... I love you so much it breaks me inside. thank you for listening all you out there...
"Hope guides me, it is what gets me thought the day and especaly the night, the hope that when you pass from my sight it will not be the last time i look upon you." ~A Knights Tail