Hey there people long time no talk so what up? Anyways my life hasn't gotten any better actually I think it got worst stare . My mom hates me, my dad forgot he had a daughter and my step dad only likes my lil bro. Sometimes I wonder why god put me in this planet. I don't like it here...At my house I mean, I want to spend as much time out of here as i can. Why? Well for one I can avoid my mother screaming at me every day since the time she picks me up from school (my favorite place) to the time she goes to work and then when she comes home from work it starts again till I lock myself in my room. Really the only places where I can get away from this is school and when I start to write. When I write I can write about anything about happy families where the mother actually loves her children where the dad spends time with his child and where there is no step anything. Sometimes I wish my life could be like one of my made up stories but I know it will never happen. For those who are wondering no my mother or father or anyone, they dont like me to be a writer the first time my parents started to read one of my stories wen i was in elementary school my mom told me she didn't like it and wen i told my father that i wanted to be a writer wen i grew up he told me to get a real job and to stop imagining because this was the real world and to stop writing (kind of harsh words for a 4th grader dont u think)well ever since then i keep my stories to myself and same thing wen i draw .i cant stop i have no other way to scape the stress of school and my house. I've thought many time about killing myselph wen my mom starts to insult me a lot but then i think about my lil brother i think his the only one that would actually miss me because my mom says she wishes shed never had me she hates me and that am stupid and useless .wen i fill like actually doing it i think about the little boy that would be very lost with out me i mean i actually spend more time with my lil brother then my mom does. my lil brother writing and drawing aren't the only things that keep me going i also have friends lexie deangely and taylor (i actually have a crush on taylor...just because your not loved dosent mean you cant love someone other then yourself) well now that i have pored my heart out to complete strangers i feel much better (my head ace should be gone soon and maybe i could actually concentrate on my homework)
p.s for those that r wondering no my parent haven't hit me and am not Emo just a little depressed but that will go away sone i hope emo
p.s for those that r wondering no my parent haven't hit me and am not Emo just a little depressed but that will go away sone i hope emo
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u can do it!