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This sense of regret
It haunts me
I remember vividly your face
The way you made it seem like
You could be someone for me
Not a lover
Not a companion
But someone close to me in the same way
That could mean so much more
I thought...
I thought maybe this was slightly beyond me
But was worth catching up for
I tried
I tried my best to stay with you
But I'm not enough
That closeness
It disappeared
I no longer saw that expression on your face
That would make my heart glow
Everything
Everything has changed
Everything is gone
You and I?
Ha. A child's dream.
A close realistic child's dream
Melancholy on my behalf because I believed in it
I felt like it was the undeniable truth
As if, only a fool wouldn't believe in this
In "us"
It seems as if this child's dream has ended
And that child has awakened to this cold ,stiff and cruel
Reality
Reality
If only I could have seen the harsh morning
Instead of getting caught in the heat of the night
I only wished I could have frozen time
So I could experience how it feels
To be close to you
And see that smile once more