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You Guys Want Something To Not Complain About??
I'm Happy. =]

I went to my friend Casey's house around 6PM. And figured out he likes me. =]
Cause he told me. And we put up his tree together. Gay tree. So skinny. xD
And his cats were all like, "Rawr!", on the tree. =]
And he gave me lots of hugs. =D

And then we went outside and walked around his neighborhood.
And he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and we walked around like that for an hour. xD
It was so fun. Forever Huggle. =D

And i saw him again on Monday. =]
At school. At 6PM.
My brother was preforming for a concert, and Casey and i hung outside the Gym building with Danie and her neice, Isabel, and Amber. =]
And he was hugging me alot. Yay! =D
And i was threatening to kill Danie's neice. xD
So funny. Apparently, i don't know how to hold a toddler.

Casey was leaning against the wall, and holding me against him, and dad came in the building. 0.0
He quickly let go, and dad asked, "Where's Glen?" We said he was in the gymnasium, and he went in there. 0.0
He ain't say nuttin'!! xD
We were leaning against the wall later, and Danie held her neice near me, and said, "Kiss the baby!", and i kissed Casey's cheek. xD
So cute! Then Danie spazzed. x]

Amber came later asking what was up with me and him, yatta yatta. =]
He was still holding me when my parents came out of the gym. I yelled, "Mom!" and he let go. xD
Went up to her, talked. Blah =X
And dad came up and hugged me, and said, "Baby!" Then looked at Casey and said, "My baby!" x3

Isabel had to leave, so i gave her a hug, like always. And i was hugging her while she was walking to her car. x]
Then she got to her car. 0.0
And i told Casey to give her a hug, and he got behind me and hugged me and her. =]

We were walking to the car behind my parents and he snuck a snuggle or two while they weren't looking. =3
We got in there car, and mom and Glen wanted to go to McDonald's. =/
And Casey was hugging and leaning his head on my shoulder. =D
Adorable! And Glen was lookin' back and makin' fun. He was jealous! x]

We pulled up to the drive-thru, and mom couldn't remember how to say ice cream cone, so she said, "Oh, wha was that called.. Um, um.. An ICE CREAM CONE!!!" XD
Really. So we were crackin' up about that.. Moving on. =]

We brought Casey home. =[
Aww.. Nothing on Tuesday.. Today, before he came over, mom said smiling, "You are NOT going in your room and closing the door anyore!" .. Bwahaha xD

Today, he came to my concert a school. =]
I think it bored him. =[
I feel guilty becasuse i think i dragged him there. =[
During rehearsal, he was standing around, but he was laughing at Isabel and Amber when he was putting on her jacket. =/
Bleh.. Kinda sad. Oh, well.

And dad yelled at me for leaving my jacket in the music building when we had too..
So Casey and i ran back around the school, kinda, and he ran and got it. =]
And as we were walking out the door, he wrapped his arms around me again, and the [gay] assistant principal said, "Heeeyy!" all happy-like. xD
Oops!

We ran out, and found dad. He was ranting about me and my brother.
And then we drove Casey home, but he wouldnt let me walked him to his door. =/
I know it ain't lady-like, but tis mah friend =[
So kinda sad, but yeah.

I'm afraid we won't be able to go to the mall now, maybe with his friend KC.. But I dunno. =[

...

=]






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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 09:18pm
Yaaaaaayyy!! I'm so glad you're happy! *hugs, then points finger in your face* And I hope you keep it that way... *quickly moves finger before I get bitten* xD [Some of my friends like to bite, so it's easy to be paranoid about those sort of things. >_<]

[P.S.] Now I'm all happy because you're happy! That just made my day a whole lot better.. seriously. 3nodding


commentCommented on: Fri Dec 14, 2007 @ 12:22am
I'm happy to hear your happy Sammy. biggrin
And their isn't a right way to hold a toddler, that's because toddlers arn't surpose to held. If they are too lazy to walk, you drag them or step on them. And if you have to hold them you do it like you would hold a grocery bag. neutral



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commentCommented on: Fri Dec 14, 2007 @ 02:43am
Riiight.. He came over again tonight while his brother was at some other song thing.. And he tried kissing me.. Well, he kinda did, but.. i dunno. confused Was like a kiss, but not on you know? He was being like.. really close, i mean just being held was fine, but he WAS being kinda pushy.. And i dont wanna do anything i'm not sure of.. We're supposed to go to the mall tomorrow with a couple of friends..


commentCommented on: Fri Dec 14, 2007 @ 02:58am
*hugs*Be careful. You shouldn't do anything that your not comfertable with. I'm glad nothing seriously bad happened. To tell you the truth a lot of guys are known to do that. They aren't thinking of effection.



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commentCommented on: Sat Dec 15, 2007 @ 04:37am
Mmm.. iKnow, but i also know that Casey has more control. He had realised that he was being pushy as well. When he came over today, he seemed really shy, and guilty.. Quiet. He hadn't tried today when we went to the mall, but maybe that was because he was wicked sick..

It was like he was dying, he was coughing so much, but for some reason, he really wanted to go. iTried forcing him out of it, but he went anyway so we hung around the mall for a while [he was still holding me =] with his friend KC. iWent going behind little kids lining up to see "Santa" whispering, "They're lying to you, he's not real.." and running around yelling, "I'm Jesus!", and blessing people. =] Hell, yeah.

We met up with Casey's mom later, and he was still holding me, but we had to find KC's parents.. So she said, "How about we SPLIT UP?" o.O Awkward. iDidnt really hear her since my headphones were in, but Casey got it. Then once we found KC's parents, either his mom or dad said, "Use some glue, you'll stick longer." =/ Mean people. JEALOUSY. xD

We headed back to his house around 10 uh clock. His dad was playing his guitar, and Casey's brother Beezer was sleep so we went upstairs to his room since i was wicked tired, and he was feeling sick as hell. We just laid on the floor [not the bed, difference!! xD] And we just laid there, t'was all snuggly. =)

Then mom came. Bleh. =/


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 15, 2007 @ 04:50am
I'm glad. I hope he gets well soon. *hugs*Good night, sweet dreams. I'm going to bed.



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commentCommented on: Sat Dec 15, 2007 @ 05:12am
Mmm.. Night, Koy.. =/


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 15, 2007 @ 02:33pm
Good mourning Sammy. biggrin



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 04:31am
Morning/Night Koy. Sorry i didn't answer earlier. iHad to clean up until 2, shower, go to some thing's 1st birthday party at 3, and then back to Casey's around 6pm. =]

We played with his cats again, and he was feeling better as well. For the first hour or so, we sat around playing video games, and his cat Bully was being soooo cute =3 Lurv those kitties. Back downstairs, talked about music with his dad, and watched TV, then him and i went back upstairs in his room to watch the same thing. x3 And listen to music.

Then after a while, his brother came in and wouldn't leave us alone. So there was this whole conflict, and i had to talk to Beezer about it since we only had 30 minutes left until i had to go home. He finally agreed to let us alone, so we laid in there for a while again. A girl that likes him was messaging him, and being all paranoid; it was actually very amusing. x] iThink she was stalking us in the mall as well.

So, yeah, and on the way home, his brother was talking to me about how his friend said that there's this spirit that takes over him every three years, telling him to kill people. So i suggested he's scitzofrenic, and had to explain that. Then i convinced him that the world was made out of blobs. x3


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 04:53am
That's okay. *hugs*
Sounds like you have a good. I'm glad.
Speaking of scitzofrenic, I took a personality disorder test awhile back and I was turn out to be a schizoid. I'm not so sure if that's the same thing. sweatdrop



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 04:58am
It pretty much is having schizophrenia.. Do you have hallucinations or anything? =/

iWanna get tested for clinical depression, but i don't really wanna confront my mom about it..


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 05:20am
Well the closess thing to holutionations are being lost in though and having a hard time geting out of my thoght even though I can hear someone's voice I have a hard time getting out of my mind and responding. But that hasn't happening since the 8th grade, three years ago. Strange isn't it.



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:06pm
I suppose, is that when you got tested?


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:36pm
Tested for what?



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:38pm
Scitzofrenia


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:43pm
No that test was rescent. Like a month ago.



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:57pm
Oh really? How positive was it?


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 07:04pm
I don't know... I took it on the internet. And just looked it up on a serch engine so. But the one I did had very detailed description of the zoid of your results. I'll try to find it reel quick.



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 07:08pm
Oh, i thought you ment you went to an actual doctor. =/


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 07:15pm
No, but mydocter has changed his mind about be having add and decide that I have a personillty desorder insted. Not saying which one it is.



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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 07:15pm
Well, alright then.


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 09:16pm
'http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html' This is a link to a list of personality disorders. It's not as deteail as the one I saw but it's good enough.



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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 17, 2007 @ 02:28am
Alright, thanks yous, Koy *hugs*


commentCommented on: Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 02:34am
*hugs* ^_^



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commentCommented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 12:29am
omg! my name is in here like 3 times!
CUASE i am amber!
biggrin yay
see you at school ern
lol
remember
ern
anyway
we built this city!
we built this city on rock and roll biggrin
lol~!


commentCommented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 10:54pm
Oh, my god, lmao, you're bringing up Starship? xD



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commentCommented on: Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 01:55am
im in this one biggrin
LOVELOVELOVE <3


commentCommented on: Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 02:08am
Heheh, of course. ^^
I'm wondering if i should get rid of these journals though..



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