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To anyone that's been going through a hard time right now, I recommend a little something that was made by (get this) 24 Flash animators with the song by Oasis called Stop Crying Your Heart Out.

That right there is the link to go and see this gentle giant of a flash movie. While although, it does set a personal tone (especially with me), the creator goes on to explain that Newgrounds has expanded from just a website into a virtual community within a community called the real world. The song appears to go on to reflect that just perfectly. If you don't believe me, click the link and go on and see it.

That's pretty much all I can say right now. I'll speak more in an edit.

May 31 Edit
I have honestly have had it that marble-mouthed a*****e shitbag from Eudora, Missuori. If I have to put up with anymore of his bullshit, I swear I will personally bury that son-of-a-b***h.

This all started about 2 o'clock in the morning the day before yesterday when "Dave" caught me up watching TV. Yes, I know I was up late, but can you blame me for being a night owl?! I can't help it!

Anyway, the way I can see it, is that he can have his damn TV the way he likes it, and I got no say in it whatsoever! Everything this hillbilly ******** seems to even remotely touch is instantly his, just like my cockwhipped mother. I honestly hate saying that about her, but to be honest, she's become a brute herself, and by that I mean she's become something far more whorish and far less motherly.

*draws a deep breath then sighs*

I honestly hate saying this, but to be perfectly honest, my family issues have come under a lot of fire as of late. I mean, what with one of my uncles stiffing my brother, one of my cousins is undergoing surgery, my other uncle's possibly gonna die due to Hep C, my father's suspected of having what's called a "coke cough"... You know what? To put it plain and pretty ******** simple...

My family is falling apart.

And the odd thing of it is, there's nothing anyone can do to stop them from falling straight into the very arms of Armageddon. Or at least to straight into their own graves, anyway.

And now, I am forced to make a very difficult decision.

Because of the aforementioned events, plus of all the stress and misery I've been put through, there's only one thing I've got to say.

I'll be leaving Gaia.

How long will I be gone? I honestly don't know. But I'll be gone long enough for me to at least get my head back on straight. I'll gladly answer PM's, but don't expect a rapid response.

To everyone that I've met and known for while, you've all been such great friends to me. You guys rock. All of you. This goes double for:

Akauma_12000 (Brothers 4 Life!)
Sweet Kagome-Chan (sweetest girl I've ever known)
Mayumi-san (best friend of the sweetest girl I've known)
Odhinn (though I haven't really sat down and chatted with you, but I can definitely say you one of the best too)
lojo.s (the first Brit I've met since I've been on Gaia! You rock!)
CasandraKiske (most literate RPer I've ever known!)
Vampire-Demon (yes, you. even if you are a little pest at times. just kidding. lol )

And some new faces that I've seen:

Death of Emiko (thanks for letting me help you with your problem)
TorrieWilson1 (keep the SmackDown! vs. RAW thread alive!)
TheBeautifulRedRose (thanks again for the bat)

Once again, although I haven't really known you guys for as often as I should, I honestly gotta say you guys still rock. You guys are the best friends a lonesome guy ever had. You all did a great job in keeping my head above water. Now, just let me sink in the ocean and fade away from you all for a little while. When I'll turn back up is strictly up to me, but I guarantee this, though... Tomorrow is another day.

*places the pen down near the open book, content to let anyone read it. he then gets up from the desk slowly and proceeds to leave out the back door into stormy weather with heavy rainfall. he turns back and waves gently, smiling just as gently before slowly but eventually vanishing into the darkness...*