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It sounds a bit like an oximorn..but when I think about it, that is the status quo. What I feel, it really does make me happy but at the circumstances that I feel, that causes the pain. There is no doubt that I feel the way I do but I wonder that the way things are now, could be the end of this. That causes the pain. I love thinking about you but the more I think about you, the smile on my face fades into a sorrowful expression. It's strange how things like this happen because you end up building up these feelings you wouldn't expect to feel at all and then you realize that everything isn't as perfect as it seems it would but that doesn't hinder what I feel but it surely doesn't make it easier. In time you realize that happy endings were meant to for children and as you progress in life, reality makes it harder to find that much, but eventually with toil, you'll get there, hopefully.
Hmm..Seems like I got somewhat off topic. sweatdrop Oh, and I just found out what Splice does. Coolio. xP
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