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I feel horrible right now... It seems from my "friend's" profile that she doesn't even want to be my friend. She ignored me, and wrote that she hates this girl who copies everything she does... I know it's me... She never liked me, anyway... School's really rough, but at least I have only 2 weeks left. I'm still upset that my boy-friend broke up with me, and i don't even want to talk with him anymore. I can't wait until summer... I don't have to go to school and get teased. I'm hoping to meet some people who have asperger's somewhere. The other day, I beat up one of my best friends. They probably hate me now... I'm bored every day, and all I can really do is play nintendo or go in the computer. I want to go in the pool but there's no one to go in it with. I'm always lonely, with all my sisters gone and maried. One of them comes over every Sunday with her husband, and they sometimes bring their wii over, too. But a lot of times, I'm just cooped up downstairs or in my room with nothing to do but play zelda or starfox. It's always just my mom and I at home, but she's always busy and she doesn't like to play video games. She doesn't even know I'm on the internet, which she doesn't want me to do, but I don't care. My bird won't leave his cage and my dog always runs away when I try to pet her. Ugh... there's nothing to do and I feel like I'm coming down with something. Nobody with join my rps. In the poll, there are more people who won't join than those who will. Every rp. And yet, they join pretty much the exact rp of someone else's which really bothers me. Well there isn't much else I can ramble on about... I really hate myself...