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It looks like this past few months all i bring is bad news. Now it's even more bad news to the point where i'm really depressed and nothing can make me happy. Yesterday was a good day untill i was home, that's when the bad news begun. my parents arrived home like usuall but they had to help my aunt with something.

My aunt's blood pressure was really high and she couldn't get out of the car. everytime she would stand up, she would get dizzy. So they had to help her out and to the house. She may not be able to take me to school and back cause of her blood presure being up. cry I'm really worried about her and i'm worreid what is going to happen.

Also my dog, Shadow, died that day too crying . I had him for about 14 or 15 years and he was my first dog. so my cousin's husband Larry buried him. So i'm very sad about that. I just wish that i could have seen him before he died. I know that he is in a better place but still it hurts. sad cry crying

Now i have to ride the bus cause my aunt can't take me to school anymore. I havent' rode the bus since January because of what happened. I'm afraid what might happen there too. You're thinking that's pathetic of me to be afraid to ride the bus, right? Well your wrong cause you don't know what happened to me on the bus. It's a long story story so i'm not getting into it. I don't like the people that ride my bus, they give me problems and such. Most of them are Bitches and i can't stand them evil . But sadly there is no other way that we know of to get me to school and back.

So you see my problems and why i'm in this depressed mood. And why I can't stop crying cry crying and thinking about it. I just wonder why this always happens to me, when thinks start going good than it goes right down hill. does God like to see me suffer? I wish this was just a dream so i could wake up from it. sad emo

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