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I am still in hospital, I haven't has any visiters thank the Lord, the nurses keep popping their heads around my critical care door seeing if i'm ok and if i've sufferd another injury. I'm wired up to so many machines it is hard to keep count. i know there is one which constantly tells me my breathing rate and my pulse, i also have the drip which is horrible, becuase i refuse to eat their food. i am sitting quietly in the chair beside my bed when a young gir walks in to my room, she was obvously on the same ward as she had major burns across her face, but i could swear that i could recognise her. She walked up to me and offered me a sweet out of a large tin. I quietly said that i wasn't hungry and she nodded and put the tin down on my bed. She perched herself at the nd of my bed just watching me. She signalled something to me, but i couldnt understand what she was saying she was deaf, i felt sorry fr her, i called the nurse and she gave me a piece of paper and a pen. i oushed them towards the girl and she started to write something down taking care, she pushed it towards me, i read wahat it said, "Hi my name is Katherine, i think ive seen you before but im not sure, why ar you in hospital, im in hospital because my mum didnt put out her cigarette and i have lung cancer. I hope you get better soon can i watch telly with you if you put subtitiles on. Thanks" i tuned over the page and started to write my message back i showed her the message and her mouth started to curl into a smile. Then disaster struck, my mother walked into the ward not in to my room but into the ward i could hear her a mile away screaming at he receptionist to tell her where i am. the nurse quiestly asked for my mother to stop screaming but that didnt stop her she started to walk down the corridor herigh-heels making clacky noises on the polished floors, she found my room and looked Katherine up and down with a filthy look on her face she screamed at Katherine to get out but Katherine didnt understand what she was saying, she turned to me and i wrote politely on the piece of paper a funny joke and that my mum wanted her to leave. she stood up wrote tank you on thepiece of paper and left. y mother hurried up to me and started to disconnect all the wires as soon as she unblocked my drip wire i started to feel light headed and then she did the worst thing any mother could do, she unhooked my breathing machine, i fell against the nurse switch and everyone came rushing in, the day timenurse wuickly hooked me back up and then shouted for security but my mother wa already running down the corridor, i could hear her souting at the guards and swearing but htey told her if she wouldnt get out they could charge her for atttempted murdr on her own daughter, the nurse gave me an injection and i fell asleep when i woke up the doctor was standing over me and so was Katherine, the doctor told me i had 3 fractured ribs and one had pierced my lung, hewrote that down on the piece of paper and showed it to katherine, who clasped her hands to her mouth in shock, hetold me that i had severe bruises which could affect my nerves and then there was nothing but silence. and everywhere went black