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Life is a funny thing, one minute your all happy and haveing a great time with friends and family,
then all of a sudden you start to fall. Some fall slowly while others fall fast.But everybody falls, no one person can help it.
First it starts with a "Oh im fine im just tired" when really your wide awake. Then it its a frown and worry. And people close to you try to make you smile, but it just wont work! Will it? No.
Then you start to feel alone like theres no one there for you, when reall theres thousands around you. And then you feel as if if touch anyone or the touch you, you might hurt them. So you isolate yourself and you start to hat eyouself more to the point you cant stand to look at yourself or have anyone else look at you.Then it is as if you are dead inside and have lost all hope.
Some people pulll out of it because of either the help of God, or family and friends,or because of drugs a doctor has given them.
But I am one of the ones who fear that all is lost for good and there is no hope ever.
So if you are helping someone like me dont forget hope cause I know I have and now Im dead.