~ I'll dissappear among the fog, in a night made by the man ...
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══════════════════════════════╗I HATE
I hate the way i stay awake trying to forget you,
I hate the more i try, the less you fade away,
I hate myself and how i felt the day i met you,
I hate that ******** day but more, oh! how i hate that second chance..
I hate how i betrayed my own perception..
I was unsure still i made myself forget,
Now all the pain comes back with no exception
i guess i hoped for more than what luck could say ok..
I hate the more i think, the less i get it
I hate the twilight, i hate the plans..
I hate how once i felt myself so brilliant
I hate now all that glitter can't come back..
I hate how all began for me as a playtime,
I hate I let myself go down this deep,
I hate all this and the mess it has turned into
And now i cant forget you.. can't even breathe..
I hate the moonlight nights, i hate the rainfall
because they always makes me think of you..
I hate the way we are and how much i love you..
But i hate more how you still make me cry..
I hate your easy way to say "I love you",
"I would like us to still be friends",
I hate how you don't see the void that's growing
And the pain harrowing feels so real..
I hate how back those days i had assistance
and the void didn't get to grow too much...
I hate how now i lost my dearest win charm
and it hurts to have to fight this war alone..
I know i have escort who really cares for..
But oh! how much i hate its not the same...
I hate to have to get again through this truth
I hate i knew it!... i knew it well...
I hate i didn't listen, the one once warned me wise
I hate i lost my vision.. my mind, my soul, my heart..
I hate this noise in my head, the one your laugh produce
I hate it gets annoying.. no use, its no more mine..
I hate that i still want you.. still dream to be with you..
I hate that after all this.. i still think "damn, i love you"
I hate to know you know it, you know the pain you cause
How i hate, to hate the fact... that i can't hate you..
I cannot hate you.. not at all...
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═════╝... but i'll live on every tear, 'cuz im the source of greatness ~
