These secrets can't be held in longer. But Note: I'm not stating His name. That still stays secret...
Ok, so I've met this guy who has won over my heart. We have so much in common, but our distance apart it the bad part. [Sigh] I guess it's my fault for being in Massachusetts. He's my escape from reality, truly. He holds the key, but I doubt He even knows He does. It's hidden deep inside where He hasn't looked. Maybe He has and hasn't told me though. The warm vibes off of His personality always puts a smile on my face and even makes me look forward to going home. Once I get my laptop, I'll be able to speak to Him as much as possible. It's still odd to speak to Him about certain things but I'm such an open book, that it's not that bad. He shares the love of video games which is a big help since I'm such a nerd. I can't help it, I like Him a lot! I gotta' get out of here and get to know Him more! I've been wanting to let Him know, but it's still too early. So far, He's the one that brings the biggest smile to my face. He's the best thing that's happened to me so far in my life of mine. The dreams, this all sounds so terribly frightening and stalker-like, but I need something to pour into and notebooks aren't big enough! ~Oh Fireflies, Set My Soul On Fire!~
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[i:f61e1eae19]Pound my knuckles hard against the floor, my head against the wall, I did this to myself.[/align:f61e1eae19]
Assume it's just not worth getting back up so I'll blame it on bad luck and shake responsibilities off.[/align:f61e1eae19][/size:f61e1eae19][/color:f61e1eae19][/i:f61e1eae19]
Assume it's just not worth getting back up so I'll blame it on bad luck and shake responsibilities off.[/align:f61e1eae19][/size:f61e1eae19][/color:f61e1eae19][/i:f61e1eae19]