Lately, I can't explain how I'm feeling these days. I just can't stop thinking about the fact that I'm bipolar. It hits me everytime I get obsessive over something, or maybe if I get so mad. Like the other day, I saw this really cute guy and I liked him, before he left, he smiled at me and waved. So now I can't get him out of my head. Even at that moment I just wanted to cry, and instead of waving, I just looked down and tried to hold back my tears.
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