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Health Care Hates Fat People...

I got denied for the health insurance I applied for. I weighed too much and because I was on Crestor I was automatically denied. God I love how our country hates fat people...so much that they don't want to help them straighten out their health problems. Instead they make it harder for them to get better. I think they'd rather watch them die. Most of my health problems are brought on by my weight. So all I have to do now is lose it right? It should be easy, but it isn't. I never asked to be fat, I never asked to be to have these problems. All I'm asking for is help covering me so I can go to the doctor. I can barely afford a visit, much alone medicine. People are so much luckier in Canada and France where its provided by the government. I wish we had that here too. I don't care if they tell who I have to go to as long as I can be healthy again.
As of right now I have to, have to, get a job with health insurance. Its the only way I'll be covered since I'm too old for my parents to cover me and I'm not a full time student. And with my low self confidence that I've been carrying, I see it as a very hard and painful process for me to go through.
Sometimes I wish I could ask for help, but I know no one can or would be able to do anything. I feel really ugly and abandoned. sad sad sad sad cry cry cry cry cry

I'm cutting off sweets for the next three months.....0_0' Good Luck me!

crying I didn't know Gaia charges so much to make a guild. I didn't realize they did in the first place.....at least I think they didn't when I first signed up to Gaia...which was a billionty years ago when there were no mini games....just forums and stuff. Daw...why now...? crying crying crying crying sweatdrop sweatdrop burning_eyes emo

Waiting for Sera to get back so I can get curry at Mitsuwa!!!!!!

i totally got all dizzy and sleepy at work today. i snapped at lance cuz he was getting on my case. it not my fault my health sux. i need to go to the doctor and find out what the hell is wrong with me....i've just been too scared to.

well still havent really found any kewl guilds on gaia that interest me. i'm looking for some kind of slytherin guild or even a good naruto one. i'm not very confident in the roleplaying ones yet even though they all look interesting.

my body hurts from work to day. my knees killed me to bend down, it was really cold at the register today. i was freezing. wah, i want my polR BEAR.

So I saw the new movie last night. It was pretty awesome. I do think it moved fast...but the transitions were really good. It had a lot of good moments. Can't wait to watch it when there aren't any screaming fangirls everytime some hot dude appears on screen. ::a rock is thrown at my head:: Sorry, couldn't help being a squiggly when Snape was around. And the bath scene....heh heh, I love Moaning Myrtle. Yeah, I so need to watch it a billionty more times. heart heart whee whee heart heart

so its been a long a** time since I've been on gaia. i have a different job, have a boyfriend, and a somewhat busy schedule. everything is pretty good. a lot more laid back. anyhoo, starting to lose people at work cuz someone kept hiring dumbasses. anyone want to work at the espnzone at downtown disney?