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Lady Demonessa
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Another one thanks to my mother
So, I need to do some venting and why not do it on here? Best place for me to be free.

My mother came home and I was on the friend with someone that I thought she might like to talk to so I gave her the phone and they chit chatted for awhile. Gave it back to me and things were still fine and dandy. I got off the phone and was just mindin' my own business, coughing because I keep getting sicker every damn day, and my uncle comes in and find some soup. Well I have to heat it up which means I have to get up which has a pretty good chance of making me ******** dizzy and possibly falling over. I heat up his soup and my mom talks about the chicken she brought home last night and things went to s**t from there. So, I had to look for the chicken and she heated it up for my uncle, well she started changing into her night clothes and he came inside which meant I had to get up and get it for him. I told her next time she should wait, seeing as how I'm the sick one here. Yes, I understand she's tired from working but she's the one who wanted to stay at work and s**t. Not like she really needs the money or nothin'. She flipped her ******** biscuit so bad about that. Then we get into a yelling contest and she's all don't talk to me like that. Well ********, she started it. Day was ********' fine til she got home. She accused me of being on the phone all damn night. Like hell. So a friend called at like three thirty and we talked for three hours. I've done worse than that and so has she, not like it was botherin' her anyway, she can sleep through a lot of things. And here she is bitchin' and accusin' me of s**t as always. b***h knows s**t about me, oh sure she thinks she does but what the ******** does she really know. She said the dogs need water and tried to make me get up, while she's in the ********' way and my big a** and her over inflated ego a** can't fit through there or in the damn bathroom at the same time. Then, takin' down one of her precious work shirts she knocks over my cup of orange juice. I didn't see it she said. Well what the ********, doesn't excuse the fact that you didn't even say sorry. If that'd been one of her precious cups she would've bitched about that as well. So next she goes off sayin' she's goin' to get me a night job next week and blah blah blah. You know her a** has had more surgeries than anyone and most likely needs another. Who takes care of her ungrateful a** when she's sick..or anyone for that matter? Me. Who wakes her up in the morning, even when I had to work the same day and my damn cell phone is her alarm clock because she can't work the clock next to her or either of her two damn cell phones well. My brothers moved out for selfish reason but I have more respect and appreciate her so I don't cuss and s**t around her. But I ******** swear if she keeps pushing me she can go back to paying her damn bills by check and on paper. She needs to be thankful with what she's got before my a** leaves her hangin' on thin air. My dad's never home so good luck with that s**t. I find out her information when she needed it, I ordered s**t for her or ahead of time to make it easy. Her computer illiterate a** would be so ******** hopeless without me. One of these days she's going to push me oh so far. And that day is getting closer and closer each time she bitches and accuses me of s**t. She interrupts my damn sleep more times than I ever have hers.

Now my dad..guh I could go on a whole 'nother rant about his whiny baby a**. Men are such babies when sick and he's an a** at the same time.





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Another dog gone
Short version, people finally ******** came to cut down the tree, we got out with the dogs, walked them, the oldest, my chow chow, got ran over. We planned on burying her where we buried Sometimes, but my brother just told me he thinks they took her body. The guy who ran over her was purely sorry, you could see it in his eyes and hear it in his voice, he just kept apologizing. Another guy even apologized. Since my 12th grade school year on...have been some of the worst years of my life. And this one seems no different. It's also my cousin's 11th birthday today. Joy...

Why does this always happen to the ones I love more than people?




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Birthday
My birthday was on this glorious day, also MLKJ's birthday, and it was boring. But the night before had fun with almost the whole family. Did get to hang out with Shompu for a bit..no Tulip though *sniffles* I'm sleepy now..and 20..whoooooo...nini for now.




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Oh my god you won't believe it!
I'm basically broke lol. Once the trades with the people who came in first and second on my game go through..I'll only have maybe 5k lol. I'm not worried though...I got loads of s**t to sell...not like I will though. I'll just take my time and slowly regain my fortune..as always. I remember the days when I donated so much I was broker than a noob. Sad, I know.

Anyway, you bastages should sooo talk to me..and make me get on here more. My dogs are hot and I'm hungry...so I'm going to go. If you have myspace, look me up! http://www.myspace.com/lady_demonessa *duh to those of you who couldn't guess that.




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Dead puppy in the street...
...That just ******** happened to be mine! And whatever a** did it didn't even have the guts to come tell somebody. I ******** hate people who do that s**t. They probably did it on purpose for that matter. Next ******** car and person from here on out is going to have to deal with me and my rott. I'm tired of this bullshit. I'm getting a taser and tranquilizer gun as soon as possible and maybe even a real gun. Teach these people to be ******** pussies. Someone in my family died because of the ******** cops and now some arse killed one of my puppies, I'm done being nice. And I will not hesitate to call the ******** cops from now on. Now all we have are Starsky and Socks..no more Hutch...no..my heart has taken too much pain this damn year and now another blow? ******** that s**t. I've cried over too many puppies this year..this makes four and that's not right. My pets are dieing left and right..startin' from about last year..to hell with being nice. Livin' in this damn trailor and dealin' with too many lyin' bitches and bastards took all my niceness.

Now they're going to see Lady Demonessa in the real world...and oh..she'll be pretty alright...and a whole helluva lot more than anyone anticipated. Looks are decieving...and mine are sure as hell about to be.





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How my Saturday went
Got to work, had a nametag made and got trainined by a girl who went to the same school as me..she didn't do such a hot job. Didn't explain to me really..'cept for the ISBN and how to do shelving. Gave me a little test to see if I knew what was what..I did pretty good..asked Tom if I was confused..found out from him and David, who came in before Jaimie left, that some areas you just put it as close to the subject as possible.

David and Tom did a better job of training..and David's been workin' for that company for 4 years so he was more than ready to help. He talks loud but him and Tom are a hoot. We had fun. I preferred to run away and do shelving. Stayed for 7 hours..got one ten minute break and then lunch..where I went and talked to the girl who works the carousel. She gave me a chair..which I stayed in for about 20 mins before walkin' over and gettin' a chili cheese dog..then went back and sat down..took me 2-3 minutes to eat my food, didn't get nothin' to drink 'cause Tom had bought me a coke..I'm bringin' my own drinks from now on. Pepsi of course. So, few mins later my lunch was over and I went back to work..finished it with shelvin' at the end. Tom asked was I takin' a cab home 'cause if I was he was goin' to give me a ride..but I told him my dad was comin'.

And I called and got in touch with the manager today and I work tomorrow..5:30-9:30. I need new shoes x.x My feet were barkin' all night and the next day.




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Interview and whatnot
So I have a job interview tomorrow, sorta. Have to call them and let them know I will be goin'. It's for the bookstore in the mall not far from where Hickory Farms'll be. Shouldn't take me but a minute or less to go from one to the other. Didn't realize I'd filled out the application for seasonal either. I should be happy right? Small..well..big problem actually. I'm cramping. nbhtvfm...lol that was Teddy. He wanted to type. My dad took some clothes of mine to be washed for tomorrow. My mom brought me chocolate milk too ^.^.

So, I like this guy I met on this chat thingie and he seems to like me as well. Said when he asks me out then we'll meet. Atleast he lives in the same state...and we do seem to have a lot in common. White guy of course. Hope all goes well whenever we do go out.

The house we wanted has been put up for sale after the woman didn't call and tell us anythin'. Added 9,500 to it as well so I think we'll just look for somethin' else an' rebuild after we tear down the house.

My dad ran over the chow chow..again..she just got up and walked away. I think I'm burnin' my food so yeah..wish me luck! If you read comment or I shall castrate you! Or chop off other bits twisted





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Apparently my laptop' ********
Can you tell why? An which key aren't workin? Not oin' the apotrophe thin like lat time. o I think I miht ee if my parent'll take it in an ee if there' anythin' that can be one. Like replacin' the keyboar or ome hit. Thi i ********' riiculou. I on't even know what happene. It wa workin' fine lat niht. Hmm...wait..maybe it wa the bake potato..ince it wa from Weny' an it wa hot..after I finihe it I cloe it back up an I ue the water from it ot on the key. ammit! I can't even play olat now! My life jut et wore an wore.

On a oo note. Aman'a may be able to be peruae to work at Hickory Farm. I hope o. Wouln't be riht without her. An the manaer really want her too. Even after my mom tol her he wan't one work. till otta fill out the application thouh...think my mom wa on' o mine an her. o far either I'll be makin' 7.00 an hour or 7.30 an hour..unno yet..trane woman keep chanin it.

Ok. If anyone can ecipher thi whole meae, correctly, then they'll et ol. Halfway will et le..an o on an o forth. Oh..an the title too. That houl be eay enouh.

Have fun! twisted




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My mother's a ******** b***h
Ya know, I'm sick and tired of getting blamed for every god damned little thing. The dogs didn't have water, ok, I apologized, she bitched. Wtf it's not like it's solely my job to give the dogs some ******** water. She doesn't know how many damn times a day I do give them water so when she ******** wakes up at night she wants to b***h. It's not my fault she wants to work two ******** jobs and deal with shitty people nearly all day.

So, she asked me to turn the tv down, I did. The next song that came on was a little louder and she ******** yells at me and says I didn't turn it down. How the hell is she supposed to know, it's a god damned music channel and songs are not the same ******** volume.

So, she tells me to light the hot water heater, I say ok. She bitches at me if it's not lit when she wakes up. Who the ******** does she think lights the damned thing? My sorry a** brother or never hear father? Or maybe she thinks the damned dogs do it.

Ya know, she really should be ******** careful. If she keeps pushing me then to hell with her and the dogs, I'll move out like my brothers did. They didn't care about them. Then who would she have to pay her bills online or get directions or phone numbers faster than using the phone book? And who the hell does she think'll set their cell phone to wake her a** up? She needs to ******** learn to use technology. Without me she wouldn't have anyone to put the numbers in her phone, show how to use her blue tooth, find her clothes at night since she seems incapable of doing it, tell when we're out of s**t, and even fix the damn toilet.

Sure, I'm lazy, no I don't walk the dogs all the time like I should. But who gets the dogs in when it rains, who feeds the cats, who bags up all the dirty clothes. Who puts food in the toaster oven, who puts all the s**t she buys up and makes room in the freezer and refrigerator?! ME! That's who ******** does it! No, I'm not the perfect child, no way in hell I'll ever be. But hell she doesn't give a damn about what my brother does and I'm the one that gets blamed for s**t? He makes more of a mess in his room than I do. If I wasn't here no one would be here when FEMA comes to do the inspection or when my uncle brings around those strange a** people.

All her and my father and even my ******** brother, who doesn't really have much room to talk, make me feel inadequate. I know I'm not but hell they're the main cause of my depression. ******** dumbasses don't even know. You know what? ******** it. First damn chance I get, I'm finding a job and moving the hell out. They can kiss my a** and try to survive in this hellhole on their own. I'm sick of this bullshit.

They are seriously helpless without me. And I can't wait for the day I show them that, once leave. They are quite pathetic and need me more than they realize.

If you read it ******** comment, otherwise, you can kiss my ******** black and indian a** you piece(s) of s**t! To those that comment, you know I love you. heart





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