Well, I'm having a few problems with my guy friends. I could have sworn I didn't like any of them, but the things I do make me wonder otherwise.
Firstly, there is the show-off sporty jock guy, who is actually much more than sports. His nice, friendly, has a good humour, complains a bit (okay, a lot) and is one of my best friends. One of my TALL best friends. Anyway, I liked him over a year ago, and it was very full on and he felt the same way about me. Nothing happened so he lost interest and so did I. Found out he was asked out by another girl. Since then he's gone out with one of my friends from school and the relationship died very quickly. I'm not very attracted to him now, as far as I know.
The reason why I'm wondering if I like him, is because I went to the movies with him, which was fun and then later on, I had a dream where my friends and I went but me and Sporty guy went up the back and kind of cuddled but it got really hot so he pushed me away. Another reason, is I was worried about him all of yesterday. The night before he cut off the msn convo because he was going to visit his granddad in hospital, and then he didn't go to school the next day (which was yesterday) so I tried calling him around 10 times last night and no one picked up even though I let it ring out. I've even texted him but he hasn't responded. I found out from another friend that his granddad had a heart attack and only has 15% chance of surviving.
The second guy is boring responsible one. His the tallest, lives the closest, has never gone out with a girl and has an obvious crush on me thats kind of cute. I'm not very attracted to him either but then again, I'm attracted to anyone really, physically. I call hm the boring responsible one because he helps the guys through all of the school work. I'm sure they would fail if he didn't help. He wanted me to go to the movies with him, but I ended up switching to S.S.J Guy so B.R Guy seemed a bit upset but didn't show it.
Thirdly there is Music and Depressed Guy. I fell in love with him around two years ago and have only now let myself get over him. His the one I'm most attracted to, out of all of them, but he's the one whose acted like the biggest jerk to me for a while. It's really popularity that gets to his head. He's come back to earth a bit lately and is still depressed, since the start of high school. He fell into music last year because it was basically the only thing that made him happy. I've spent a lot of time trying to understand him and I'm now scratching the surface. His really just a lonely guy. His relationships never last either. I'm going to try to be as nice as I can to him to show I can be a good friend who he can trust. I'm pretty sure I don't like him like him but you never know.
Anyway, by looking at the evidence, I'm over M.D. Guy, pity B.R. Guy and secretly want S.S.R. Guy. I don't know. I think I need help and time to figure this one out.
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