Dude...what happened to my life??? i write my feelings now freaky huh...
i call this one...
my life
i ran away today
i couldnt take it anymore
the cheating the fighting and the lack of love
but the thing that i hated the most
is that you blamed it all on me
its all my fault
it always all my fault
im just a kid
and yet you say that i made you fight
that i made you cheat on each other?!
HELL NO
and know you dare tell me that im the worst child ever?
and that you hate me!
that you dont want me anymore?
so i ran away today
i ran as fast as i could
but i still couldnt escape you
and when i came back,
you wanted me to apoligize to you?!
you wanted me to say sorry
you have deprived me of love my entire life!
you drive me insane
ive tried running
drinking
smoking
and even suicide, but i still cant escape you!?
and you want me to say sorry for ruining your life?
but what about my life...
youve broken me
ruined me
and insulted me in every way possible,
yet you still want me to say sorry?
so i ran away today
and only you where on my mind
as i 'forgot' about you, i fell asleep
you want to know what i dreamnt abought?
i dreamnt about you me and he
all of your problems
and haw they engulfed me in a life of lies deciet and hurt
how they broke me
destroyed me
and even though I ran away today
i can never truly eacape you
you still haunt me
you terrorize my dreams
you are my boogeyman
and in the end i know you will be the death of me
but do you care?
no, you never have
youve always said that you did
but I know better, i know better than to trust your lies
youve always been an compulsive liar conesuire of sorts
youve not only destroyed your life
and his life
but you have destroyed my life as well.
after all youve always said "missery loves company".
enviromentalslover Community Member 
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