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I thought this weekend was going to be better than usual. My mom went away on a cruise on Friday with her fiance Randy, so they were getting some face time and my mom wouldn't be stressing out over schoolwork. It was a three day week, so I didn't have much school, and my dad drove out on Sunday to stay the week. I thought it was going to be good.

Monday through Wednesday went fine, no hitch, no nothing. It was nice to have my dad there around the house, and I didn't have a lot of work to do. Thanksgiving even went great as well. My brother didn't b***h once during dinner! It was awesome!

So why can't I feel happy? I've just been feeling so depressed, and I can't get rid of it. I get spells like this occasionally, but usually it's been when lots of bad stuff's been happening. I hate it.

I've been cooping myself up in my room and my mom's room, but that's really nothing different than usual. I just want an explanation for it. I just want to feel normal.

And I have no one to talk to...