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easy way out

with the slit of my wrist
i could take the easy way out
there would be no more pain
i would not have to hide
under th facade that i will
always be okay

there would be no more horrible
memories of a past
that should have been forgotten
no more nightmares or
the fear of having to face my
real life boogie man

with enough little whit pills
i could take the easy way out
no more reason to be filled
with hate no more
botter thoughts that leave a
bitter taste inside my mouth

there would be no more
unshed tears, no more
keeping my shouts unheard
there would be no more of
this existence, but every time this
thoughts come by i see my mothers
faceas she cries my brothers shaking
their head asking themseleves why

with a slit of my wrist
i could take the easy way out
but i made a promise that i would
live, that with each breathe i take
i wouldn't forget what i would
put at stake if i took the easy way out.

my life would be mo more
no erason to laugh, to smile
no way to share my thoughts with
the world, if i were to take
the easy way out.