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everything is stupid.
where did the fun go?
it feels like no matter where i turn.theres a block in the road.
Im stuck with her.
theres no escape,
trust me ive tried.
i listen to her.
i want it to stop.
but then again i want alot of things i cant get.
your moving.
it sucks.
dont leave me.
I dont want to sit here and waste away,
im scared.
where do i go without you.
people are starting to tell me crazy things.
im letting my secrets slip.
who AM I?
I want to leave alot.
do you ever want to leave?
but where do you go?
would it hurt any to just disapear?
go away.
evaporate?
why cant i do it.
i just want it to stop.
all of it.
maybe you think i can deal with it.
but it eats on me more and more everyday.
I dont like it.
it makes me feel helpless.
how do you get ride of it all?
i ask alot of questoins.
i wonder if you'll ever find the time to answer them all?
i ramble alot,so prolly not.
hah.
but i confuse myself.
i have all this stuff i wanna write,but right when i get here
i cant descired it.
i want to tell you everything.
ever thought that passes through me.
beacuse i dont get them.
i want you to help me.
please help me.

make her stop..
im scared.
of my own home.
this place your supposed to feel safe at.
where do i turn?
to me.
but where are you at?
in your heart.
can you show me?
yes.
how?
wait and see.
i dont want to wait.
why not?
im tierd.
who isnt?
well.
exactly.
why am i here?
to tell people about me.
how do i do it?
you love me enough,you'll find away.
if your shure.
course i am.
i love you God.
i love you too,
trust me.
dont i always?
well.
hah,
have a little faith.
anytime.