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Lately I've been looking through older pic on facebook, my old journal her on gaia and just a lot of the things I've done in the past and I realized a few things:
-For one I realized that I've been on gaia for quite a long time now. I do believe I started gaia when I was a little 8th grader. Now I'm a freshman in my second semester of college. It's weird to think that the time has really gone by that fast.
- Another thing I noticed is how much I've grown. Not so much in height, I've always been rather short, but in maturity I've grown up a lot. I never really thought that my old immature little self could really grow up at all, especially with as much as I used to cling to the past. I still dwell on the past a lot more than I probably should but it doesn't hurt as much anymore to think about it, and I just find that I'm a lot less judgemental about things. I'm a lot more chill and when I don't know much about an issue that comes up, I try to do a bit of research and establish some background knowledge of it before deciding what I believe on the issue instead of blindly picking a side like I would have done even just a few years ago.
-Then there is the fact that I've found that I am more content with being alone. Even just last year the thought of being alone upset me to no end I wanted to always be hanging out with someone or talking to soomeone. Obviously that didn't happen and I actually spent a lot of time alone, but now I've realized it's really not that big a deal whether or not I'm alone because in reality I'm really not alone at all.

I think that's all I've got for now. Not really sure why I felt the need to say even half of this but these are all just observations I've made of myself in the last couple of weeks. Sorry it's so darn long, I'm not really one to talk this much(well that's a flatout lie I talk a lot) I just had a random urge to talk a lot about nothing haha