Why me? It seems something always has to go wrong. Things were going alone fine and then he has to start talking to her. But we got over that,right? So then why doesn't everything feel alright again?
Hypothetically, let's say you have a friend you havn't talked to in a while. And then, suddenly you get the chance to talk to him and your having a fun time. Laugh, joking around and you feel really good. It's that same feeling you've always gotten around him. Happy, and comfortable and you feel like you can talk about anything with him, so you do. For no apprent reason, you heart suddenly starts hurting when it's getting close for him to go. What does that mean? Then you remeber the guy that everything seems to have gone wrong with. You start talking to your old friend about these problems (by the way, is it werid to talk to a guy friend about problems your having with a guy?).Your friend is very understand,and really wants to help you. You talk long into the night and your friend promises to talk to you tomrrow after school. You wait. He keeps his promise, though it doesn't come as a big surprise to you that he does. But he has to go to work. Right before he goes, he says, "...I care about you." I didn't think anything of it. Of course he cares, he's a very caring person. And of course he cares or he wouldn't be friend. But, out of curiousity, what does it mean when most guys say they care? How do you know when you've lost a love or found a new one?
He promised you hold onto me and never let go. However, he's held another. You can't hold two people at the same time. He let me go and I got lost. I don't know when I'll find my way back home, or if I ever will. How do you know your home? Can you find a new owner? Another to take care of you the way he did before? How do you know who to stay with? I want to go home,but it's so hard when I no longer know where home is.
-Holly
Hollis-chan Community Member 
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