It's been forever since the last word I spoke about whispers of my heart. I've grown and lost much more then just puppy love. Life or God has made it clear that I must fight harder for that I wish for. Dream and fantasy no longer stay here. Reality smashed what fairy tale I held on to like a child story your mother would whisper to you once you slept as a child. I have no more fairy tales just a hard novel of history than a fictional story. Bitter words and wisdom echo like logic in my simple adult mind. Nothing sits here in my mind rent free any more, but him and his drawings. Always some how bring me back to those child hood days when I believe in such childish tales and folklores. A knight I never knew cared or existed but just for me I'm still whispering "I Love you..." These feelings will be locked away in pandora's box forever, for such a knight I wish only happiness. I'll watch afar holding dear to the memories that helped settle the demons. Nothing more and nothing less, this is what the card of life have dealt myself, and I drown peacefully
