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Friday night was the dance, and i was excited because i love to dance with my bffs. this dance started off as a normal one, until the first slow song. one of my guy friends that i hang out with often, usually at lunch and after school, asked me to dance. Now, me and 2 of mi bffs always knew he liked me, it was so obvious. we talked as we danced, and we bet that the other guy i hang out with would ask mi bff to dance. sure enough, my other guy friend asked mi bff to dance. and so the dance went on, and when the last song came on, it was a slow dance. he asked me to dance again, and i accepted, not knowing what would happen, if i could go back, i would have turned him down for the first dance, and not be here, writing this now. during that dance, he pulled me closer, kissed me on the cheek, on the mouth and said he loved me. i was shaking the whole time. this guy i think of more as a friend, or a brother even, and not so much boyfriend material. i wish i could take it all away, but i know i cant, and right now, i am hiding, because i am not ready to face him. i am scared, and i dont know what to do, nothing will calm my shaking hands, and i dont know how i am supposed to break it to him. i am not ready, and i need to know what to do before i face him.........it is going to be VERY awkward afterwards........
 Earthen Elf · Sat Sep 08, 2007 @ 04:16pm · 2 Comments |
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