Yuki: “You. Why didn’t you go to the hospital?”
Kyo: “…”
Yuki: “Y’know something? You’re the worst person I know. It’s not like you don’t have plenty of time to waste.”
Kyo: “Say what you want. Even if I was there… …I’d only hurt her. I can’t protect her. She’s better off with you.”
Yuki: “….. Hmm. So, that’s it?”
About that. What an awful thing. You should go let him have it.
*Yuki hits Kyo*
Yuki: “You can’t protect her? What the hell do you mean… …You can’t protect her?! You mean you should’ve been able to catch her when she was about to fall off a cliff? Would you have felt better if you could’ve rescued her when she was about to be hit by a car or something? That’s incredible. Who the hell are you? Are you some kind of superhero?! You’re just a stupid cat!”
Kyo: “!! Shut… Just shut up, dammit! I never said I wanted all that! You’re the one who’s so wonderful! I wish I could’ve been like that! Someone like you! I wanted…to be you!”
*Yuki hits Kyo*
Yuki: “Cut the crap, Kyo. Stop screwing around!” – Hits him again – “Just stop!” – Hits him again- “Stop screwing around! Stop – You son of a – It’s the same for me! I wanted…to be…like you! I… I aspired to be you. I aspired to be you! So how can you just…! Why? Why are you the first one to say… Don’t throw that crap at me, you idiot! Stop screwing around! …But…only you can be you. And only I…can be me. We can’t be anyone but ourselves. We have to accept who we are…And face ourselves. We don’t have a choice. …You were protecting her! Open your eyes! You were! You made her laugh! You made her happy! Maybe it was only the little thing. It doesn’t have to mean being a superhero. You don’t have to be that strong. When you’re with her…just look at her! She’s always smiling around you! Do you seriously think…I could make her like that? I swear you are so thick! There are some things on this planet…that only you can do! So stop making her cry! Get your act together! … … What are you just standing around for? You said you wanted to be like the almighty me, right? So listen to me, you stupid cat.”
*Kyo leaves*
‘I wanted…to be you.’
Yuki: “Dammit. I hate him. That b*****d.”
I wish I could’ve lived my life…without making any wrong turns. But that’s impossible. A path like that doesn’t exist. We fail. We trip. We get lost. We make mistakes. And little by little, one step at a time…We push forward. It’s all we can do. On our own two feet. Even if we get a little banged up. Someday we will reach something. We’ll reach someone. We pray.
* * *
Shigure: “By the way, where’s Kyo-kun?”
Yuki: “At the hospital, I think.”
Shigure: “Really? But visiting hours ended long ago.”
Haru: “Did you know that when you shoved him there?”
Yuki: “Who can say? But normal people would realize that, wouldn’t they? He’s just unbelievably stupid. I hope Uotani-san and Hanajima-san let him have it, too.”
Shigure: “Wonderful…Now we have a black Yuki-kun.”
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