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I bit my lip, until it almost bled. Please, please, please make this go right. So here I am, on this not as perfect as i thought sand. There's seaweed everywhere and it smells so bad, like rotten garbage. Leia is laying next to me, tanning in the sun. Oh god, she looks so beautiful. Look at her, seriously look at her, she is in that tiny suit, it's pink of coarse. Her eyes are closed and her lips are glossed and perfect. Just waiting. I know this is the perfect moment.
Breathe. breathe, ok, lean in, my stomach is doing flip flops. And I can feel my whole body just wanting to buckle into its self. Deep breath. I am almost there, and I can smell her. It is a beautiful mix of apple shampoo, suntan lotion and whatever perfume she has on. I am one inch away completing every unfinished dream I have had. My eyes are closed and all of a sudden I hear:
"What are you doing?" She laughs.
I sit up and say "Nothing. I wanted to grab this book over here." The book was in actuality about a foot away from here.I wanted to die.
 Shental Renea · Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 11:33pm · 0 Comments |
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"Have you ever been to the beach?" Leia's vice scratched through the dying phone.
"No, not really..." In fact I have never been to a beach at all. No ocean, no sand, sunset, you know, that whole thing.
"Really?" Her voice starting to reach the peak of excitement with the thought of the joy a first trip to the beach together would bring.
"Really."
"EEEPPP!" The shrill squeal forced me to pull the phone well away from my face. "Well... we could have a picnic and make sandcastles and fly kites..and..." Her voice started to fade as my own thought s drifted away.
I pictured Leia and I sitting in the sand. Her hair blowing ever so slightly from the ocean breeze, and the sun hitting her face in the perfect lighting. And as she turns to me, smiles...I say.." I.."
"And we could rent dogs and buy Frisbees and throw them and.. it will be so much fun, I promise!"
"yep." Was all i could think of, I was still so wrapped up in my day-dreams.
"Well, fine. Since you don't seem so excited we won't go." I could just hear her puts.
"No! I want to go. I'm sorry. I'll get ready right now."
"Bye!"
Shental Renea · Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |
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