Jesus christ.
I haven't been very active on gaia over the past two years, but I guess since this summer has been such a punk I've been finding myself wasting time here like I did in High School.
Its so queer to see all my old entries from back in 2005 and 2006. What the hell man? Back then, I considered myself to be dating swedes from over the internet, and rambling on about my coldstone creamery days. MUCH quality time was spent between myself and my computer during those years, but the time spend outside of my laptop wasn't less than enchanting...although I still do consider the internet to be a great place to score some d**k. WINK WINK fellaz. hah.
Parts of me have changed DRAMATICALLY; physically, and especially behaviorally, and I think I'd like to re-open this outlet to emotionally dump some ideas and thoughts into.
Anywho, I returned from a short visit to Chicago -- which is also home to my Alma Mater, and I had a pretty good time until the drive home with my mom Jude.
Dont get my wrong, I'm a huge fan of my mom and parents in general, but my mother has a talent for reminding and summarizing all of my past struggles and insecurities all in one turn of phrase. In turn, in my ******** mind sets me off and puts me back in the 7th grade, with no make up and pre-adolescent love handles. Needless to say, the following 3 hours after lunch were completely non-verbal, until we returned home in which the emotional RELEASING of prior and ongoing body insecurities were disclosed, in of ALL places, in the bathroom near the toilet.
Well I gotta run. Later tabulator.
Agrafeuse Community Member 
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