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today I hurt

I made some tektek avatar out of boredom



Estimated Total: 342,140 Gold

Here is the cheapest one



Estimated Total: 28,215 Gold

and the most expensive one I could make



they aren't suppose to be the best, I was just bored so i made some avatars.

About fitting in(it's short, but its how I feel right now.

This poor girl
is all alone
with no one to
call her own
she sits by the window
looks at the rain falling
she prays for true love
she prays for some friends
she prays she will stop being a poor girl
so she can fit in

sad

Ok, I am going to ramble on here for a min, I became a victim of greed because I wanted a cool avatar on Icon, especially for coco. I learned my lesson on not to be greedy and be grateful for the gifts people give you. I had winter rose, Yeti and ORLY(Alot for a newbie)but all sold it for gold, it was one of the dumbest things, I ever done. I regret it til this day, I have tried to seek donations but hardly get any. I also am not good at art, or anything else. I been sad over all this, I been sad because I can't seem to be cool on gaia. ok, and I seem to get a few meanful comments even though I haven't done anything, I guess if I had a coco or a kiki, people would respect me more. That I don't know, I know I'm a total dork. I love to have friends but just don't have the cool in me. I feel totally lost here and a bad person, because I'm what people see as a noob, I didn't even know about Gaia til this year! I might be a noob, but I don't see myself as a bad member, I post alot, I'm nice and I never beg or whine.

Anyways, I was going to get the goddess MC, but decide against it, I only like the birds, I don't care for the arms or the wings. Anyways, Gonna sale my dress and get a different type of outfit.
and then save my gold, and send out donations
I might not have a cool avatar because I don't give
but I could care less now.
If I like the MC next month, I might buy a letter.

everything is so high on MP sad

top 5 of 2006

1. Big girls don't cry
2. Far Away
3. Before He cheats
4. Ring The Alarm
5. Highroad