It's been about 8 years since I made my first Gaia account at 12 years old.
I had cute little Gaia friends and weird Gaia drama... There was nothing else for me to do other than Gaiaonline. I was pretty lonely in my early teens- well, I honestly can't remember any part of my teenhood where I didn't feel so lonely besides John who was my first boyfriend. So much has happened, so many thing have changed. Is it odd that I'm so sentimental about this account?
Throughout the years I've been on Gaia here and there, making new accounts. I had lost the password to this one until today. Looking through my journal, messages and profile is like looking back at such a weird and vulnerable time. I didn't even know that I was so vulnerable. I was so miserable. Actually, the reason I logged back onto this account after so long is because I wanted to trade all the stuff BunnXiLove has over to my newest account. There isn't any particular reason why I was to come back to Gaiaonline (if I stay), I just like dress up games and neopet type of things to pass the time.
I've been through so much...Only had one real boyfriend after John and my heart broke only once. This new guy I'm with is a pain in the a** but Lord, I'm so in love with him. After the 8th grade I was homeschooled for a little bit. Now I'm looking into Theology or Psychology classes at the local college.
My writing has also gotten much much much better.
I was such an atrocious writer back then... But I had a lot of passion.
Most importantly, I was saved by the blood of Christ when I turned 16 and so was my whole family.That's when I really started living.
I think that's it for this entry; for this journal.
Goodbye, BunnXiLove.
-Melissa heart
 BunnXiLove · Fri Jan 30, 2015 @ 05:59am · 0 Comments |
