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I haven't been here probably since my last blog entry which was in 2011, I believe, and I first joined this site in '06. I do remember the last time I was here, I deleted a lot of blog entries which was "poetry" but I recall that was during my stupid emo phase early after '06, so I deleted that embarrassing garbage.
I can only recall a few avis here. and many of my friends haven't been on since '07 or '08 and I have some friend in real life that I annoyingly insisted they get an account here so that I could talk to them, only for me to disappear shortly after. Man, why did I have to be so annoying? Good thing is that when I first joined, I was around 11. Now I'm going to be 21 in just 3 days. I've grown and I'm never looking back. If I have to look back, I'm just going to delete everything the stupid childish me left around and pretend it never happened.

*crazed sobbing*

This is so surreal. I went to the Towns yesterday and I did much of my freaking out there. Today I'm just recalling all the times I'd be here for hours after school, being an annoying little emotional prepubescent s**t. I still stand by my last blog entry that I am sure I annoyed so many people. How I wish I could apologize to everyone for being so freaking annoying.
I do remember exactly what prompted me from returning to this site.

First, school. I've graduated and been done with school for 3-4 years already so now I have lots of time to be on the computer for hooouuuurs.

Secondly, much of my time spent here was on an actual PC, a goddamn station for getting on the internet. Now I have my own computer. In fact, I just got a new one in the beginning of this year, so it works like a charm. biggrin

And thirdly, I left because everything became exclusive and ridiculously expensive. I just went to the shops today and that hasn't changed one goddamn bit, to my expectations. I understand Gaiaonline has lots of complex and quality features that I'm not ever going to argue with, so if they're asking for actual money, I believe they deserve it. I just wish I wouldn't mind spending actual money for virtual leisure and get neat stuff in return. Sadly I don't live in such a personal economy to do that sort of thing.

So, I'm going to end it on that note.
I hope to not abandon this site anymore. I really miss this place. It's always sat in the back of my mind and everyone I used to talk to. Now I have to deal with an ancient email nagging at me to remember its password, so if I lose this account forever trying to fix that, I have to admit I'm going to be devastated. emo