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After coming back from being gone for so long, things are starting to fall into place again. I must admit, I hadn't really expected them to. I'm not sure exactly what I expected, but it sure wasn't this. But I'm not complaining.
 Molecha · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 08:28pm · 1 Comments |
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I'm not too sure what I think. The rolls have reversed, it seems. He did everything in his power to make it possible for us to be together. Now it seems that he's pulling away from me again.
Molecha · Mon Sep 12, 2005 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |
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I feel like I'm just not letting myself be happy. She left him, and I hate myself for it. They were so happy together, and I had no right to come in the middle of it. I feel like now that I've been given another chance, I should be happy with him; not being happy with him feels like I've just wasted his relationship with Sporks for nothing, but I just can't help it. I don't know why I feel the way I do.
Molecha · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 11:49pm · 0 Comments |
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So many things have happened. Dying, coming back; having both of them, having neither of them.
I ran away for a while, but I can't stay with Ragnar forever. Was on my way back the other day when I realized that Enderick wasn't even there anymore. Why doesn't he think he belongs? Why don't I belong?
Molecha · Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 03:52am · 0 Comments |
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It's not fair knowing that I love one of them but not knowing which one. What I feel for both of them is... well, it's real. But which is love and which isn't?
And would either one of them want me anyway? One I know doesn't. The other, I'm just not sure about.
I hate me sometimes.
Molecha · Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 07:55am · 2 Comments |
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Do you tell someone that you love them when you know they won't want to hear it?
Molecha · Mon Oct 25, 2004 @ 04:47am · 8 Comments |
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He says he feels sad if his friends aren't happy. How can I keep doing something that I know hurts him? But it's not like I can just stop being the way that I am. So. We'll just pretend to be alright. It's not like anyone has to know what's going on anyway.
Maybe he'll know that I'm not alright, and maybe he won't. It's not like I think he's stupid or anything. I just hope that even if he knows that I'm not happy, he'll appreciate that I'm doing it for him. Or will he even know?
Gods, I don't even know why I care.... I try not to, but I can't help it...
Molecha · Sun Oct 24, 2004 @ 08:33am · 0 Comments |
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So maybe Ragnar is bad for me. But is anyone really good for me? I find people that I think maybe are, but then everything goes wrong. I find people that I care about. Then they say that I don't understand them, and we stop talking, and I'm not even sure why.
Molecha · Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 06:49am · 0 Comments |
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Why do I let him do these things to me? Why do I do them to myself? I know that he doesn't care about me. But at least he doesn't pretend to.
I don't believe them when they say that they care about me. I mean, in some part of me, I want to. But I don't know if I can anymore. I just don't know.
Molecha · Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 09:44am · 0 Comments |
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