Hmm, haven't written an entry in a while, have I? Well, many things have happened so far. I'm in high school now, sophomore baby~ The upperclassmen are really helpful, but still tease me a bit, a lot of the freshmen are really snobby, and I haven't gotten in trouble yet been caught doing anything bad. :] I'm taking all honors this year, for the FIRST time. The classes are way harder and the workload is a whore, but the classes are so much more...intellectual than normal classes. :]
More drama this year as well. I noticed this guy, and he's not what I expected to fall for. When I talk about my ideal guy, I usually include things like, "He must have great hair and be into 'THIS' or 'THAT'." But ironically, most of the things I explain, he isn't. xD We met during extracurricular activities, started to talk to eachother, started walking together to class, and hung out sometimes. It turned from infactuation to a crush, then I really started to really like him. After months of all of this, I finally opened my eyes, and saw what he really was. Its been a week since I've been falling out of interest, and I think it was really just infactuation. I didn't really like him, I think I'm just desperate. I make myself sad. :] I can't believe I took the time to actually pursue this one, because I'm usually too shy to. Its ironic, I was planning to confess to him this week, but I guess I won't get to. x) I might say it in the future casually like "Hey, you know, I used to like you a lot." or so, but I think I'll just raise his ego even more. @_@ I guess, I'm satisfied just being his friend. After this, I think I should just stop looking at guys and focus on my schoolwork and tennis. Let's see what the future brings~
More drama this year as well. I noticed this guy, and he's not what I expected to fall for. When I talk about my ideal guy, I usually include things like, "He must have great hair and be into 'THIS' or 'THAT'." But ironically, most of the things I explain, he isn't. xD We met during extracurricular activities, started to talk to eachother, started walking together to class, and hung out sometimes. It turned from infactuation to a crush, then I really started to really like him. After months of all of this, I finally opened my eyes, and saw what he really was. Its been a week since I've been falling out of interest, and I think it was really just infactuation. I didn't really like him, I think I'm just desperate. I make myself sad. :] I can't believe I took the time to actually pursue this one, because I'm usually too shy to. Its ironic, I was planning to confess to him this week, but I guess I won't get to. x) I might say it in the future casually like "Hey, you know, I used to like you a lot." or so, but I think I'll just raise his ego even more. @_@ I guess, I'm satisfied just being his friend. After this, I think I should just stop looking at guys and focus on my schoolwork and tennis. Let's see what the future brings~
"Guys are like parking spots, all of the good ones are taken."
