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	Zoey's Secrets The me that no one else will see.
	Zoey's Secrets The me that no one else will see.


You know those really great hugs that just make you feel warm and fuzzy. You know, the ones that make you feel so safe and secure, so much so that you just don't want the other person to let go. I used to know this guy who gave the best hugs, I would have been happy to be in his arms forever. Unfortunately it didn't last forever, but that's not the point. Last night I had a dream, an amazing dream and I ran into someone's arms, I was so happy to see them. He held me so close, I kissed him then just buried my head in his shoulder, the shoulder of his red shirt, and tears came down my face. I loved him, with more of myself than I have loved anyone. I loved him. The moment was short and he disappeared and the dream changed. Ah those dreams, those memories. I don't think I've hugged anyone, really embraced them, in a long while. Ah life, so confusing. ZoeyElen · Tue Apr 14, 2009 @ 06:26am · 0 Comments


I'm tired Fast paced world I feel numb Going through the motions I wish I could breathe I wish the world would stop for just one day Grace my face in peace Wind in the Willows I stand alone Blinded by inequalities I wish I could leave I wish the world would stop for just one day I blankly stare Empty eyes I'm a zombie like the rest Sick of of everyday life. I wish I could breathe I wish the world would stop for just one day Just one day... ZoeyElen · Fri Apr 27, 2007 @ 03:54am · 0 Comments


Along a curved and jagged line I walk alone and wandering. My heart is never settled Oh how it aches for an intimate love Just to be close to someone Though I've always walked alone Its not quite understandable Quite understandably so I've chosen quiet over common I can't keep my mouth shut Talkative is not always a blessing I have no secrets, No reasons for lies Ask me and I shall answer I can't guarantee a happy turnout So I sing No one hears me I have sung a hundred songs Only ever shared with my cats I just want to be close to someone But I'm afraid They always leave me No wonder far away places sound good I could leave them before they left me Maybe its just PMS talking Maybe I just have issues I've always been alone And its really no one's fault They've been there when they could I'm just badly placed for fitting I'm in the wrong angle although we have tried It just doesn't work O how I wish it were easier to fix I'm so sick of being alone in this bloody city ZoeyElen · Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 06:52am · 0 Comments


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