Life is so hectic, complicated, and messy. Its no wonder my thoughts are always negative.
Recently I decided to make changes in my life, for me, my health, and sanity. I knew it would be messy, painful, and downright complicated, but I guess some people don't understand this. It has nothing to do with them, and everything to do about me.
The ones I pushed out of my life was for me, and had little to do with them. I wish them all the happiness in their lives. I have no ill will towards them. I just did what was needed to be done for me.
It was a drastic change, ones that I know hurt some people, but like I said, I had to do this for me. Its easier for me to be alone, and not wishing to be contacted than to know I have many people who are friends but don't bother to call.
I already fell so much stronger, happier, and like I am gaining some control on my sanity.
Autumn Lucy Community Member 
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