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So I really hate it when Gaia makes you do something just to get an item... Like posting a new journal entry...or updating your status...or editing your profile just to "Find Bunnies"... stare

So I have a friend, whom I don't even know extremely well, and she's going through a divorce right now. Well I don't even know her husband at all and yet he still had the nerve to call me up today and asked me to be a witness for him in their custody fight! Really?! C'mon dude, I don't even know you! I hardly even know any of the situation! And you want me help you get the kids? I don't want to be in the middle of that! And then when I told him that I was sorry and didn't feel comfortable getting in the middle of it, he said "OK, I just wanted to give you the chance to help out and do something right for someone else." Screw you! You think trying to manipulate me by trying to make me feel guilty is really going to work?! I don't think so! That doesn't make me feel guilty! It just makes me mad! It's not like I won't simply because I don't feel like it! I'm not going to take sides on something I don't know anything about! There are real lives involved here! I refuse to put their future in the hands of a bystander!!!!
Am I wrong? I'd like to know if I'm wrong here. stressed

Well things have not yet started looking up. In fact, they've gotten worse... I'm still out of a job and recently deferred from Biolife until November... I have absolutely no money coming in so I can't pay my cell phone bill, I have to borrow from my friends and parents, money that they don't have, to pay my monthly payment plan for my school fees, I haven't been able to buy any of my text books this year (that includes my math 1040 book, english 2010 bookS, and stage make up book). I'm finding out that Statistics is even more difficult than Algebra is and I couldn't do Algebra for the life of me. I'm already falling behind in that class and it doesn't help that I don't have the book... or that it's only one Monday a week... Just a short while ago, a friend of mine from the College died (He drowned saving his sons from drowning), and the other day, my great uncle died, one of my grandma's is getting worse and really bad Alzheimer's, and my other grandma has had two surgeries already ... I've got so much stuff going on right now that I don't have any idea what to do or where to start... I hardly get to see my friends because I'm so busy with school and everything, but I need outlets to keep even just a little sane, so then I go and squeeze more stuff into my already full schedule like Dickens Festival Theatre Company and the Field of Screams, but without them, I'm sure I would truly give up. I'm still waiting for my last paycheck from the Candy Bouquet; hopefully that will come soon and hopefully that will be at least three or four hundred dollars (Wishful thinking...) But anything will be a little bit of a relief. Right now, I'm just taking things one day at a time and I believe things will start to get slightly better if/when I graduate at the end of this semester. That will be as long as I can keep up with my English and if I magically pass my math. Actually, I think that's all that's really pushing me forward. To finish this semester so that I can take in a deep breath, devote my time to finding a good paying job, paying everyone back, then saving up to take my long awaited trip to Japan. stressed

I like to believe I take things well, but how much do I have to take all at once? I'm not superwoman. I just hope things start getting better for me soon or I may just have a breakdown...
Explination:
Both my grandmas have cancer, my sister is divorcing her sweet husband of 7 years and they're threatening each other with taking custody of their 3 kids after their agreement of joint custody, I'm in debt to my friends and family and currently out of a job, I still need to buy two text books for this semester, I have 1 more semester to get my AA or I lose my FAFSA, I can't pass math 1010 or English 2010, I have transportation issues because I don't have a license or car yet, & I still need to get my room organized from the move... I'm sure I'm forgetting things...
I need a vacation!!! Which I can't do because of lack of money and transportation... sweatdrop crying

Don't ever rent a house that's being run by Preferred Funding unless you want to get morbidly screwed. We've been renting this house from great landlords for about 9 years. Sweet couple. Never raised the rent or anything. Then, a few years ago, they went to Preferred Funding to handle all the rent stuff. Well, for a while, they didn't do anything, and then they decided to finally do "their job". All of it BS. They always threatened to raise the rent, but never did (most likely because the Land Lords wouldn't let them). Well, recently, they wanted us to sign a new lease. They really expected us just to sign it without reading any of it. Well, after reading it, we find out how rediculous it is. All these BS fees everywhere and permission to enter our house whenever they wanted without any notice to us. Now, since we won't sign it, we have to be out by the end of July no doubt so they can raise the rent and pester some poor sucker, making their life hell.... sweatdrop stressed

Little Women was truly amazing! I give a standing ovation to the actors, I applaud the techies and I bow down to Russell Saxton, the best director in the WORLD!!!! Unfortunately, tonight was the last night, so all who didn't get a chance to see it missed out... Ohmygosh that was amazing! It made me cry!! Not a lot of shows can make me cry!!!

On Sunday, Jan. 27th at 7:00 P.M., President Gordon B. Hinkley of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (LDS/Mormon) died to "incidents of old age". He was 97 and was a great and beloved man. Though we will miss him very much, he is in a better place with his wife and Heavenly Father. heart

Ok, so I just saw The Rocky Horror Picture Show for the first time... and I have absolutely no idea what to think of it... It was...well...I just don't know.... I've no opinion on it, which is really strange for me when it comes to movies... Give me a few days to think about it, figure it out, and then I'll give an opinion. ^_^