Justin Watson, I miss you every single day! It hasn't even been 5 months. I just feel like somehow talking to you and sharing my stories. So I picked Gaia, the website you always made fun of me for being on. I remember the very first time we ever met. My first real boyfriend dumped me and I was all sad sitting in the performing arts hall way. You walked by and told me pretty girls should never cry. You made me smile. Then you sat down and you played Collide and sang. From that day on you became one of the best friends I could have ever asked for. You are amazing. I used to make fun of you because everytime we went to the beach you wore jeans. You always wore flip flops with jeans. You never ever went anywhere without your sunglasses either. Everyone used to say you looked like Bret Michaels or Axel Rose because of your long blond hair. It always smelled the same, green tea and raspberries. You never ever showed any signs of how bad you were hurting. You were always there. It could be 4am and you would answer. You meant a lot to me and I want other people to know that. Your guitar was your baby. I loved watching you play shows every week. You made love to the microphone and I longed for someone to hold me like that. You were a performer and I strive to be like you. The day I last talked to you I was at my first day of acting competition. You told me to have fun and break a leg. A few hours later, you posted on FaceBook, "Ive finally found a way to steal the sun from the sky". And you sure as hell did. The next day the news was broken to me that you took your life. I didnt want to even think about performing. I miss you everyday Justin, and I love you.
