I freggin hate my hair.
I hate it!
It makes me look like a little kid, and I dont like looking like one.
People wont take me serious anymore Grr..
So the rose.
The rose. I gave her a rose.
She was happy. I guess, got a hug, ya know. It was funny to see her want. Haha, how does it feel to want. But I was in a rush that shouldnt have existed. Because of the rain.
Stupid rain. Stupid Track meet. Stupid almost dead rose.
rolleyes
Life is kinda fun. I guess. But I have those weird moments when I realise that its actually me living.
Like Its me seeing out of these eyes, and its me eating. I dont know, it seems so surreal at times. It's me doing these things.
Life is short, 4 years can go by like a blink of an eye. I wanna LIVE IT OUT! Look at you, your already dead.
I wanna travel the world, now I know why people do it. I wanna climb the highest mounting, go bunjee jumping, parachuting, see the 7 wonders of the world, proabably have children and get married. I wanna do it all.
So Sirray, my neice, birthday is tomorrow. Yay! She's finally 13. The big one three. What was I doing on my 13th? That was 2 freegin years ago and it feels like forever.
Oh yeah! I was in 8th grade. That was when Joanate told me she was Bi.
And I went out with a boy.
I remember thinking one day that since my parents won't let me go out with a boy, I might as well go out with a girl. And see what they'd say. I didnt even think it was that seirous.
SO the boy. It was strange really. I never really even felt a connection between us. Poor Marcus, didnt even know he was going out with a lesbian.
Sure we kissed, but it was provoked. Sure we huged, but I was reluctant. I liked him though. He was nice to me. He gave me his jacket when I was cold, and stuff like that.
He must be really unimportant, because I cant remember a thing about him.
But he's old news.
She's new news.
Its almost 8 months. I think. Thats more than half a year.
I've spent half of a year thinking about one person. Thats an acomplishment.
Ah oh well. They day is becoming short. And I need to go. I'd talk later.
domokun
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