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Have any of you lost someone so close to you, it feels as if they took some piece of you with them? For those of you who have, and know what it feels like, I am truly sorry. No one on this earth, no matter how cruel or evil they may be, deserves that kind of emptiness. No one.

I know that compared to a great number of people, I have been living the good life. Then again, compare me to an entirely different group, and my life will have been a living hell. That’s exaggeration, yes, but close enough to the truth. I mentioned in an earlier post about how I would explain some things later.

Yeah, I know the title sounds a little dark, but she's pissin me off right now -.-

Why is your mother pissing you off?
She's a b***h, that's why

Why is she a b***h?
Because I think she was born that way.

Ok, I get that she's a b***h, but what makes her a b***h?
She treats all her kids worse than a sack of s**t.

Oh really? How so?
Let's see, you want the deep s**t, or the overview?

Overview, deep s**t is another post I believe..
Ok then, she cares more for herself than anything, and she loved us all enough to leave us..
Twice.. And then the nerve to say that she had always been there for me and I was the one to hurt the relationship.. Ha Ha.. She's forcing me to go to the cemetery, after I told her that I was never going, and I believe she talks more to my bird than me... She doesn't give a rat's a** about what happened to my dad, and I think she was actually happy he died.. <.< I guess I haven't mentioned that yet.. Another post ~!~! But in all seriousness, she doesn't care about me, and I truly think I'm being used as a tax deduction o.e

I truly think I'd be better off without a mother than one who would do her kids like that...

Name: Analeigh, but Lee for short xD
Birthday: December 29
Birthplace: Hospital
Current Location: A chair
Eye Color: Blue :]
Hair Color: Auburn
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Yes xD
Your Heritage: Irish, Scottish, German, Dutch, and American xP
The Shoes You Wore Today: None <3, and Converse All Stars =D
Your Weakness: ICE CREAM<33
Your Fears: Clowns, Dying o.o
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese, cheese, and olives <3
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Climb more than 35' up a tree >:]
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant message: "xD" <.< its letters, so its a phrase
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes P:
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes <3
Your Bedtime: Whenever I pass out on the floor xD
Your Most Missed Memory: <.< That makes no sense D:
Pepsi or Coke: Dr.Pepper <3
MacDonalds or Burger King: 7-11 :]
Single or Group Dates: Depends on the person and my mood >:]
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Ice Tea O:
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla owns chocolate <3
Cappuccino or Coffee: Hot Chocolate o.o
Do you Smoke: Nope :]
Do you Swear: Like a sailor xD
Do you Sing: Not for a band or anything o.o
Do you Shower Daily: Indeed
Do you want to go to College: Yep, gets me out of the house x.x
Do you want to get Married: Eventually, yeah
Do you belive in yourself: Depends on the situation, for instance, if I were performing open heart surgery, then no, I wouldn't believe in myself, but I do in general
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not as bad as when I was little [:
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes, I have my moments of the extremes
Are you a Health Freak. Not so much, but I do like to stay clean :]
Do you get along with your Parents: When they're in a good mood...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah, I've always loved thunder and lightning <3
Do you play an Instrument: I can play recorder, but I think everyone learned that in like 4th grade xD
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: mhmm
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: mhmm
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Indeed
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: OmG my mom doesn't buy me food, I have to cook it myself o.e
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Mmm, nothing like dead raw fish wrapped in slimy sea grass >:[ (Yes, you can take that as a no)
In the past month have you been on Stage: At our schools promotion ceremony, and I fell up the stairs on my way to get the paper thing xD
In the past month have you been Dumped: Not been dumped no, but I dumped someone (they were a dickhead)
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Not that I can remember >:]
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Not that I can remember [:<
Ever been Drunk: Never full drunk, a little tipsy though xD
Ever been called a Tease: Never to my face o.e
Ever been Beaten up: Never been in a fight o.o
Ever Shoplifted: Nope >=D
How do you want to Die: I don't wanna die o.o but probably bullet to the head(quick and almost painless)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Architect, Archaeologist, Artist (whoa all those start with a) or photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland or Greece, either one would be lovely
Number of Drugs I have taken: Does asprin count?
Number of CDs I own: Lost count around 200 xD
Number of Piercings: None, I'm allergic D:
Number of Tattoos: None, but I enjoy connecting the dots o my arm with pens/highlighters/sharpies, etc
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Never telling my dad I loved him the last time I saw him :'[
One thing you should know about me: I'm technically an orphan now o.o
Stupidest thing you've ever done for money: Drink a glass of soy sauce for 300 bucks o.o (you know, it wasn't all that bad :])

for those of who arent very educated in the ways of the smiley, i made the title out of fishys <3