My heart fills like someone punched in to my chest and riped my heart out.When im asleep i scream so load that my lungs were going to explode.I hate the feeling of pain and suffering when the one u love is gone foverever.I sit in the shower and cry so hard that my eyes are going to burst out of my head.My family doesnt understand wat im going through.When i cry i feel like in drowing in my own tears.Pian is the only thing thats in me right now!!!