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I don't deserve to be cared for, therefore, I am no longer caring about myself anymore.. But there is a small exepction.. I'll care about myself enough to not let myself die, but that's about it.. I have to keep living for a special person to me, and that's a promise that I'll fight for to keep.. But other than that, I don't care about myself.. It's just how I feel right now.. I don't care what happens to me, as long as I don't die, I'm ok..

~To that special someone: I love you.. I know you won't want me to do this, but I don't feel the same about myself anymore.. One day, it will change back to normal, but for now, this is how it's going to be.. Hint: Just talk to me.. I know you have that special power.. The one that makes me change my mind.. I love you.. <3